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Hell on earth is not a place but a state of mind!
Have you lived in fear, cowered when a hand is raised, felt empty and alone, or felt that your life has been stolen from you because anxiety and depression is nipping at your heals? Is your laughter gone? Has your spirit been broken, and the word hope is no longer in your vocabulary? I was once in that dark place of no return. My mind, body, heart and soul were broken into a million pieces, and the fear running through my veins were earth shattering. My brain was numb to all rational thinking and thoughts of suicide were like taking a common every day breath. The only thing that saved me was a moment of clarity to realize that I couldn't leave my young children behind with this person I was married to. My isolation and captivity was complete. I am still in counseling for PTSD (post-traumatic stress disorder) 3 years later, but I am finding out who I really am for the first time in my life. I am loving, smart, funny, and most of all I have learned that I am a good wife and a good mother after 21 years of hearing I wasn't good enough for anything. My life has been forever changed, and life is good. Challenges still arise, but with my new husband and my family always there for me with unconditional love and support I am
making it one day at a time.
My dream is that one day divorce courts will address mental, verbal and psychological (emotional) abuse as a prosecutable offense. The scars run deep and wide with all forms of abuse, just because you can't see them, doesn't mean they don't exist.Research is starting to show that mental abuse is longer lasting to its victims than physical abuse. I can now say I am a survivor!
Hope is something I never had, until my escape became a reality not a dream. Hope is now a wonderful word in my vocabulary, and fear is a thing of the past. My number one goal is to finish school with a PHD degree in Pyschology so that I can help women and men, who are still in that dark place of no return and to keep my children safe and showing them that they are loved. I want to show victims that there is light at the end of the tunnel, and a freedom of the soul they never thought possible. Abused women and men need to know that there is life after they go through hell on earth, a traumatic experience, that will forever change who they are and who they can be.

Friday, May 10, 2013

Personality Disorder Test

Personality Disorder Test


This test, sponsored by 4degreez.com, is meant to help determine whether or not you have a personality disorder. It is not meant to be used as a diagnostic tool, but rather as a tool to give you insight into a potential disorder that may be having a negative impact on your life. If you believe you may be suffering from a personality disorder or any other disorder, you should ask your family doctor to recommend a therapist in your area to meet with.

First, what is a personality disorder?


A personality disorder is basically a set of traits that combine to negatively affect your life. They have a wide range of causes and some are easier to treat than others. This test is set up to look for the ten recongized personality disorders which are Paranoid, Schizoid, Schizotypal, Antisocial, Borderline, Histrionic, Narcissistic, Avoidant, Dependent, and Obsessive-Compulsive.

Once again, this test is not meant to be used as a diagnostic tool. Only a trained professional can properly diagnose a personality disorder.

Finally, be honest! This test is completely anonymous, so please be honest otherwise you will not get the proper results.


What sex are you? Male
Female
Do you believe you have more difficulty with relationships than the average person your age? Yes
No
Do you have difficulty trusting people? Yes
No
Do you tend to avoid social relationships? Yes
No
Do you prefer to be alone rather than in the company of others? Yes
No
If you answered yes to the previous question, is it because you feel very anxious in social situations, or.. Yes
No
..because you are suspicious of their motives? Yes
No
Do you find yourself unaffected by praise or criticism? Yes
No
Do you see people who get taken advantage of as being weak and deserving of being used? Yes
No
Do you feel a yearning for acceptance among your peers? Yes
No
Do you have a difficult time relating to others? Yes
No
Do you believe you have special extrasensory abilities (ability to "sense" a person's presence, for example)? Yes
No
Do you often find that your emotions are inappropriate for a given situation? Yes
No
Are you plagued by suspicions that other people, including loved ones, may be doing things behind your back that will end up hurting you? Yes
No
Do others see you as being cold and distant? Yes
No
Do you tend to choose jobs that are below your skill level? Yes
No
Do you find it hard to concentrate on one thing for a long time? Yes
No
Is your appearance or behavior considered "eccentric" by other people? Yes
No
Have other people accused you of being cruel to animals or people? Yes
No
Do you take actions without thinking about the consequences? Yes
No
Do you sometimes profit at the expense of others, without being bothered by the pain or damage you may cause them? Yes
No
Do you consider your needs to be more important to you than the needs of others? Yes
No
Do your moods fluctuate a lot? Yes
No
Are you prone to bouts of anger? Yes
No
Do you often feel like people are saying negative things about you behind your back? Yes
No
Do you often see things in black and white terms? In other words, something either is or it isn't, with no gray area inbetween. Yes
No
Are you often uninterested in the feelings of others? Yes
No
When you are talking to someone, do they sometimes have difficulty following your train of thought? Yes
No
Are you quick to anger when your expectations are not met? Yes
No
Do you intentionally injure yourself, for instance by cutting yourself or taking too many pills? Yes
No
Do consider yourself having a strong love for approval and praise? Yes
No
Do other people accuse you of being manipulative? Yes
No
Have you had recurrent thoughts of suicide? Yes
No
If you answered yes to the previous question, do you tend to have these suicidal thoughts during and after a break-up with someone? Yes
No
Do you tend to be critical of loved ones, sometimes holding them to higher standards than you hold yourself to? Yes
No
Are you very afraid of being alone? Yes
No
Are you focused on order and perfection? Yes
No
Do you feel that you are depressed a lot? Yes
No
Do you always feel the need to have a story to tell? Yes
No
Have you ever been in jail or done something that you could be put in jail for? Yes
No
Do other people accuse you of being self-centered? Yes
No
Do you occasionally or often dress or act provocatively to gain attention? Yes
No
Do you have a big fear of rejection (of any kind, not just romantic)? Yes
No
Do you often second-guess yourself? Yes
No
Do you find yourself exaggerating your achievements to win the respect of others? Yes
No
Do you frequently alternate between feelings of high self-worth and self-disappointment? Yes
No
Do you tend to lie a lot? Yes
No
Do you frequently reassure yourself that you are deserving of praise? Yes
No
Do you frequently reassure yourself that you are self-sufficient? Yes
No
Do you often feel uncomfortable in social situations? Yes
No
Does your concern for doing everything "right" interfere with your productivity? Yes
No
Do you have trouble not taking criticism personally? Yes
No
Do you feel the need to always be in a relationship? Yes
No
Are you quiet in social situations, often out of fear of saying something stupid? Yes
No
Are you often critical of weakness in others, particularly classmates or coworkers? Yes
No
Do you exaggerate the potential difficulties of new situations in order to convince yourself not to try out new activities? Yes
No
Do you yearn for intimate relationships yet feel that you are too socially inept to obtain them? Yes
No
Do you ever steal things from stores or people's houses? Yes
No
Do you suffer from low confidence? Yes
No
Have you ever exaggerated illness or other weakness in order to get attention? Yes
No
Do you have an intense fear of separation from those you love? Yes
No
Have others accused you of being arrogant? Yes
No
Do you avoid working in teams because you are convinced that others are too careless and will not work to your standards? Yes
No
Do you often let others make important decisions for you? Yes
No
Do you have intense feelings of inadequacy and helplessness? Yes
No
Do you often get stuck on the details while missing the larger picture? Yes
No
Are you very concerned with your appearance and how others perceive you? Yes
No
Do others accuse you of being rigid or stubborn? Yes
No
Do you have a hard time throwing things away, even if they are old and worn out? Yes
No
Do you engage in any obsessive or compulsive behavior? Yes
No
Were your parents cold and distant or treated you negatively when you were growing up? Yes
No
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Link to this test. It is at http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv

Check out our other test, the Dante's Inferno Test

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