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Hell on earth is not a place but a state of mind!
Have you lived in fear, cowered when a hand is raised, felt empty and alone, or felt that your life has been stolen from you because anxiety and depression is nipping at your heals? Is your laughter gone? Has your spirit been broken, and the word hope is no longer in your vocabulary? I was once in that dark place of no return. My mind, body, heart and soul were broken into a million pieces, and the fear running through my veins were earth shattering. My brain was numb to all rational thinking and thoughts of suicide were like taking a common every day breath. The only thing that saved me was a moment of clarity to realize that I couldn't leave my young children behind with this person I was married to. My isolation and captivity was complete. I am still in counseling for PTSD (post-traumatic stress disorder) 3 years later, but I am finding out who I really am for the first time in my life. I am loving, smart, funny, and most of all I have learned that I am a good wife and a good mother after 21 years of hearing I wasn't good enough for anything. My life has been forever changed, and life is good. Challenges still arise, but with my new husband and my family always there for me with unconditional love and support I am
making it one day at a time.
My dream is that one day divorce courts will address mental, verbal and psychological (emotional) abuse as a prosecutable offense. The scars run deep and wide with all forms of abuse, just because you can't see them, doesn't mean they don't exist.Research is starting to show that mental abuse is longer lasting to its victims than physical abuse. I can now say I am a survivor!
Hope is something I never had, until my escape became a reality not a dream. Hope is now a wonderful word in my vocabulary, and fear is a thing of the past. My number one goal is to finish school with a PHD degree in Pyschology so that I can help women and men, who are still in that dark place of no return and to keep my children safe and showing them that they are loved. I want to show victims that there is light at the end of the tunnel, and a freedom of the soul they never thought possible. Abused women and men need to know that there is life after they go through hell on earth, a traumatic experience, that will forever change who they are and who they can be.

Friday, October 26, 2012

Prayers for Healing

A Book on Stopping the Pain of Abuse by Finding Peace, Healing, Hope and Comfort through Prayer and the Word of God

Expect to Be Healed, Expect Your Prayers Answered, Expect to Live Again!




Prayers for Healing Journey

I never thought I’d survive. My life was a mess, I had no hope, no dreams and no possible future. My husband was beyond violent and I couldn’t tell anyone. My life seemed hopeless.

Life in Shambles

Seeing my life in such shambles, I turned to God. I felt him wiping my tears and holding me close. For the first time in my life, I someone knew my pain and was there for me.

Daily I would go hide in my closet and prayed. I knew God was starting to answer my cries. I felt Him, His Presence, and heard Him saying “I am here, I will help you. You are safe.”

For the first time in my life I was hopeful. I saw God’s hand protecting me from a lot of the violence. I saw Him send confusion into my husbands’ mind, I saw Him remove him from the house at other times. God was there protecting me.

God Came to My Rescue

Those prayers, tears and hope in God saved my life – He came to my rescue. I know now God will always protect me, hear me when I call, and rescue me. He is my God and I am His child. You can know that too for yourself.

Hurting? This Book Can Help

If you are experiencing hopelessness from the pain of abuse, don’t wait, this book will bring you comfort, God’s comfort through the prayers that healed me.

You may feel alone, but you are not, God is right here with you. He is there to help you through your pain. He will guide you and direct you.

If you are ready to heal from the abuse, please get the book. It’s the answer.
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